I have written a draft the last few days, never wanting to publish what I've written. I'm not sure of what to write. Looking for jobs is exhausting emotionally. Some days I am so tired by the end of the day. Why it is so difficult? We are winterizing our house this week. It's getting cold enough at night that we now keep all of the windows closed and I have turned on our gas fire place at least once each day. It still is around 70 in the afternoon, so the days here are just beautiful…
